Friday 9 January 2015

By the fireplace and wondered of Love...


The way humans operate with love is a very strange phenomena.

After an age and experience level i truly believed that it is mostly a biological thing, a paragon which needs to be covered for the better operation of the system.
Yet i always deep down kind of forgot (Probably by unconscious choice)what a profound experience my first love was on me on so many levels aside of biological completeness. The realization that my needs of a person to share life aside from myself on a more than a friendly level, to a level of completeness, to a level of cooperation and understanding.
The mutuality of experiences and merging feelings, all within the borders of individuality in all intellectual sensual and bodily segments is a thing which i believe all humans have a need much greater than they know of. And it takes a long time for each and every of us to understand that, time that never comes back, and in many cases time which destroys most persons ability to achieve this.

I Am Not Talking About the cowering of one from itself.

I am Talking about the Sharing life. On All levels.

Of THE PROFOUND EXPERIENCE THAT IS THE SHARING OF THE BEING AND LIFE TO THE LEVEL WHICH ONES LIFE IS IMPORTANT FOR THE OTHER JUST BECAUSE  IT IS AS NATURAL FOR THE OTHER BEING TO BE ALIVE AS MUCH AS HIMSELF.

So, Where is this?

Where are the boys? And where are the girls, the women the men the Individuals that are to partake in this holy action called love.

Scared? Because we don't have money? Or is it because we don't have something Else? An Else which right now we don't know, but maybe we might find out, or maybe not well, who knows, its not like time passes by us and we are letting life fly away under the premises of finding peace and making infrastructure for our selves.(Not Including those who really do) Probably soon in the next few years or decades we will find it out, by chance. The world will change to this silent wish of ours, simply because it is everybody's. Yes one day i will be walking and i will purely by chance find out the girl who had that wish too, exactly like i, and as i imagined her. And i will be just so happy that all my dreams from all these years were true and i was not mad!Hahahaha! I mean that is until i find out that, that person was not what i dreamed of and she is just another person as ordinary as any of the mindless zombies which i was seeing walking next to me in the road and in the world and Everywhere!. With the difference that she is slightly more compatible with me and chance actually for that time opened up a path to meet her under favorable circumstances and timing. AND Then, I Want You To Prove Me That after that Despair you will not say, FUCK IT. And you will not just plainly wonder Why The HELL DID I NOT MEET HER Earlier! Just because the fact is... That Humans Relationships are not as we want them to be. They are structures that are build. Block by block step by step, and only by giving.








So, Imaginary Me!

I The True Me Commands you to go Out And Find that Other Specimen, and Bring her back to base RIght now for... Ehem.. InspectioN!

"Walks away" (Imaginary me,(( True me is going to stay here and play terraria)))



Some Trance!

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